Today

Today is the day I let go of my fear and worry about the future....(haha) I know I will probably have to let go of that at least 5 more times before I go to bed tonight. I have heard of a few tragic stories about deaths in the past couple of days, and all of a sudden it really hit me...my days are numbered, so why am I wasting them with fear and worry? I have been trying to focus on one day at a time. Surrendering to God and being obedient to him, one day at time. Trusting and praising him, one day at a time. When I think about it as one day at a time, it doesn't feel so overwhelming anymore, and I feel a little bit better about the future. Why would I want a sinful and broken person like myself controlling my life anyway? God, my creator who knows all things, is much better qualified for such a role. So, I think I am going to step back and allow him to take charge :)

"He guides the humble in what is right and teaches them his way. All the ways of the Lord are loving and faithful toward those who keep the demands of his covenant."

Psalm 25: 9-10